Ahhhhhhhhhh! Winter break is over and that means only one thing, one step closer to..... EUROPE! I still have no clue where I am going and I am going crazy! I just want my conformation on Italy so I can crank out some Italian. ;) The title of this post says mixed feelings in Italian, now I can express myself in a new language! I am beyond nervous and at the same time have never been so excited. I know it is going to be so hard to leave, but knowing I will be living my dream makes it easier. I want this so bad, but at the same time it's hard not to think about what I will be leaving behind. My family, friends, and boyfriend are so supportive but I am going to miss them like crazy. I still have awhile until I will board my plane to the start of my INCREDIBLE adventure, but it's hard not to freak a little. Don't take this the wrong way though! I have never been so excited, just some crazy emotions are going on, lol.
In Gardner, you never think that something like this is possible. I see the people going before me, like Laura and Shelby and I just don't think it's possible for me. I don't think the reality will hit until I am on the plane... leaving everything I know to experience something most people do not have the oppurtunity to. I am truly blessed to have this experience and I CAN NOT WAIT! I will update you guys as soon as I know more.
Until then, Ciao Amici <3
